Last night i had a show at cafe linco unlike all the others. It was Sydneys last ever show in Montreal. I booked there first ever show w/ sleeper set sails 4 years ago. @ cafe linco. It was a good show 100 something people showed up. We went to foufs afterwards with a bunch of girls. 2 of the dudes in sydney tried hooking up with them and lets just say it led to 2 of the members doing something really stupid and not talking for 2 days.
Last night was all about good times lots of hugs thank yous and im gonna miss you
Im gonna miss those guys.
One of Ontarios good bands throw in the towel
Sucks but it happens
Sunday, January 18, 2009
End of 2008 / Start of 2009
This is just a gigantic rant of everything going on in my life. Every problem or issue i have
1) My parents:
A few months ago have announced they are getting divorced. Normally i'd say about time. I stayed out of it but i've been stuck in the middle. It's funny how you tell them you dont want anything to do with it and they just grab you and stick you right in the middle.
My mom is dating already, a week after the announcement. Guys have been coming over and picking her up. It pissed me off, cause i have a 7 year old sister to look after.
Christmas eve my mom partyed with her cousin, in the pictures i saw she had a blast. Christmas day with her kids and parents/brothers&sisters. She showed up hungover and slept all day.
Christmas was ruined.
My dad has completely gone insane. The man went through a depression and now is insane with rage against her.
Me and him get along great but all he talks about is her. He's crazy now.
2) WreckYourFace Productions:
6 Years of putting on shows in Montreal Dealt with so many bands local/out of town its been a good run.
Extensive has taken over mtl and pretty much my days are numbered putting on shows, its hard to compete with deals you cant compete with.
Where do i go from here? Dunno but ill think of something.
3) My Roomates:
The dirtiest people i have ever met. Good friendsof mine but i dont think they respect me. Our appartment smells like booze and weed all the time and i hate it. Everytime i say something there friends do it anyways and im to the breaking point. I guess im tired of dealing with stoners paradise.
4) Friends:
I have lost so many friends its discusting. The last few years i think jp is the only one i still talk to. Everyone else has either back stabbed me or disappear. Its funn then you get msgs "where did you go you dont talk to me anymore?" Like come on lol.
Even some of my old friends that i still talk to i cant trust. Some have stepped up to the plate and been there for me believe it or not im greatfull for that
5) Karina & I:
For the most part things are good but we have alot of problems to deal with.
Her parents mostly. It will be something we will have to deal with forever. These people have insulted everything about me, from my weight to how i dress to you name it, my friends, my family & even my uncle who has passed. Everytime i go there im polite and her dad finds something to pick and yell at her about me. It just happens. I think the part that bothers me is she hasnt been strong enough to just argue back and tell him to fuck off and put him in his place like i did with my dad.
I have changed so much of the person i used to be. I dont drink anymore, Im searching for a career, I go to the doctor now, I see a nutrishionist to lose weight, Im going for my liscence, Im trying to quit smoking.
Anyone who has known me for a long time after reading all this wouldnt recognize me. cause im not even sure i recognize myself now.
Sometimes i think she expects so much from me
Now i have to start 2009 with all of this to deal with..
1) My parents:
A few months ago have announced they are getting divorced. Normally i'd say about time. I stayed out of it but i've been stuck in the middle. It's funny how you tell them you dont want anything to do with it and they just grab you and stick you right in the middle.
My mom is dating already, a week after the announcement. Guys have been coming over and picking her up. It pissed me off, cause i have a 7 year old sister to look after.
Christmas eve my mom partyed with her cousin, in the pictures i saw she had a blast. Christmas day with her kids and parents/brothers&sisters. She showed up hungover and slept all day.
Christmas was ruined.
My dad has completely gone insane. The man went through a depression and now is insane with rage against her.
Me and him get along great but all he talks about is her. He's crazy now.
2) WreckYourFace Productions:
6 Years of putting on shows in Montreal Dealt with so many bands local/out of town its been a good run.
Extensive has taken over mtl and pretty much my days are numbered putting on shows, its hard to compete with deals you cant compete with.
Where do i go from here? Dunno but ill think of something.
3) My Roomates:
The dirtiest people i have ever met. Good friendsof mine but i dont think they respect me. Our appartment smells like booze and weed all the time and i hate it. Everytime i say something there friends do it anyways and im to the breaking point. I guess im tired of dealing with stoners paradise.
4) Friends:
I have lost so many friends its discusting. The last few years i think jp is the only one i still talk to. Everyone else has either back stabbed me or disappear. Its funn then you get msgs "where did you go you dont talk to me anymore?" Like come on lol.
Even some of my old friends that i still talk to i cant trust. Some have stepped up to the plate and been there for me believe it or not im greatfull for that
5) Karina & I:
For the most part things are good but we have alot of problems to deal with.
Her parents mostly. It will be something we will have to deal with forever. These people have insulted everything about me, from my weight to how i dress to you name it, my friends, my family & even my uncle who has passed. Everytime i go there im polite and her dad finds something to pick and yell at her about me. It just happens. I think the part that bothers me is she hasnt been strong enough to just argue back and tell him to fuck off and put him in his place like i did with my dad.
I have changed so much of the person i used to be. I dont drink anymore, Im searching for a career, I go to the doctor now, I see a nutrishionist to lose weight, Im going for my liscence, Im trying to quit smoking.
Anyone who has known me for a long time after reading all this wouldnt recognize me. cause im not even sure i recognize myself now.
Sometimes i think she expects so much from me
Now i have to start 2009 with all of this to deal with..
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